Sunday, February 25, 2007
I'm here again just to post a quick post before i go on to doing my stuffs. Ohmygosh. I've got like so much stuff to complete. But the worse one is my homework! Ahhh. Crap. Stupid Chemistry. so boring doing it... Sigh. Ever since i woke up at around 145pm, ive been thinking about so many stuffs non-stop. But the thing that i thought the most of was the day Sunday. Every Sunday i'll be feeling so damn super down. Cause on the next day, it'll be a school day. Sigh. (unless monday would be a holiday). In fact, i feel sad on all "1-day-before-school-starts" days. And all these include after the CNY holiday, and during Public Holidays. UNLESS the school day is on a Friday. Sigh. Why am i blogging about this crap anyway. Sigh. But i just cant stop thinking too much. I just wish that i can stop thinking so much about life. In fact, i just thought of something. I had always wanted to be 25 years old asap. But when that happens, its like one-third of my life gone. And honestly speaking, i'm scared of death. My faith level is not low and my beliefs are quite strong, but i mean will i really meet daddy God after i die? Or will i just sleep forever and lead the rest of the earth life as me in a dead dream? sigh. I need help. And cool-y weird-ly, no one knows of my deep worries. Its cool yet weird. Weird maybe cause no one knows about it. Or maybe its cause i just dont show it. Whatever the case, i just wish that someone can be always there for me to talk to. Sigh.
-the end-
If we travelled beyond Comet Pluto, What would it be? A Blank space?
A blank space that leads to where? It doesnt make any sense.
Whats at the end of the "galaxy"? Cause there seems to be no end.
What if you're there? What will happen?
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My wrist still hurts! Sigh. Sometimes it doesnt, sometimes it does. I dunt know whats wrong with it. Where are you Emilyn? Are you ignoring me? sigh. And teressa messaged me again... Out of the blue. I just realised that i'm a heartbreaker myself. sigh. So maybe thats why i'm getting it all back now? sigh. okay. My wrist really hurts and i still gotta do some stuffs. sigh. And my speaker wires are not replaced yet. sigh. My wrist hurts everytime i move it now. But sometimes it doesnt. So weird. sigh. Why? And the worse part of it all is that it hurts at the wrong times. Sigh. okay. I cant waste too much time. Gotta go..//
~ThE EnD~
I'm waiting all night for your reply. Why arent you messaging me?
Why did i break people's heart? Why did i flirt around?
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Friday, February 23, 2007
Hmm. So i woke up today at 645am as usual and went t school. Everything was fine in school lah. And during the last two periods of every Friday (like today), it will be a "free" period as in all that we do on that period is talk and do admin work. And my form teacher didnt come today so this relief teacher took over and let us play soccer. LOL. i didnt really play cause i didnt wanna sweat. Then after school i went to the level two toilet at the concert hall building with Glen and i needed tissue paper to wipe my sweat and oil off my face (as in for what i feel, tissue is better than blotting paper) so i went outside the toilet to search for 20cents to buy one from the dispenser. And while i was finding it, a primary school BB boy got me one. LOL. then he said "for you". And then he ran off. LOL. Thanks! haha. Didnt know that BB guys are kind (not that i'm not). haha.
Then after school i went to meet Maple to pass her back her shirt. But before we went my house to pass her the shirt we walked around Toa Payoh Lorong 1 and i got new speaker wires. Cause the current ones are turning black on the brown copper wires. Too much resistance and wear i guess. Then after that we went my house and watched "Love Actually". Okay. She kissed me.. Sigh. Why did i let her? I wanted to keep my last kiss as Joan's. Sigh. Okay. Nevermind. Then after that i cycled her home and when i reached home, it was 11pm already. And its too late to fix up the wires cause it takes at least 2 to 3 hours cause i have a switch box. I only got 10meters and i can tell that i need much more than that... Sigh. Theres CCA tomorrow and service. I need help. i'm so shag now. didnt sleep much during the previous days. SIGH. And i cried today. again. at home. Cause Maple bit me real hard. But more of the reason was due to the pains in my heart accumulated from the previous days. SIGH. But the heartbreak is fading away day by day. (:
~ThE EnD~
pains fade away. but the love will never.
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Wednesday, February 21, 2007
Today i woke up at 645am as usual and went to school. And in school today it was so difficult. My heart kept hurting though i wasnt thinking of Joan. SIGH! And the weird part was that today's devotions was focused on the book of Joshua! LoL. Of all books! And not only did my heart keep hurting, but i also felt like puking. SIGH. And the first two periods was physics, and its 1hr20minutes long, but my stupid noob teacher only managed to teach one question out of the both periods! LoL! Anyway, for PE today we did lots. Did so many training! SIGH! Then after school me, Jun Hong, and Glen went to watch a movie. First we went Cine but it was selling fast, so we went ps. Then it was also selling fast, so we went grand cathay. and was also selling fast. so we went back to toa payoh to watch at the lousy Eng Wah cinemas. LoL. Watched "Just Follow Law". LOL! so retarded. Then after watching it was already 645pm so we went back home. LOL. Then after that i didnt do anything except staying at home. (:
~ThE EnD~
Dont wait till you're 90 and dead before you start to regret of not taking your chance.
so i took my chance. and it was too late...
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20 February 2007, Tuesday, CNY Day 3.So today i woke up at like around 3pm. Then i switched on the com and used it but didnt do anything.Then at like around 430pm i went to browse through the old family gathering photo albums. LoL. I look so cute when i was young with the big eyes and innocent look. And theres one which had me and Joan hugging each other and the background view was in front of the woodlands causeway with the view of malaysia. Its so cool! Actually all that i was searching for was that pic. And that was like in 1998 when i was in P1... But i still remember taking that picture with her. And i even remember that after that, all of us went to a hawker center to eat with the van parked by the side of the road... Hmm. But anyway, at 521pm Joan message me and told me that she wasnt going to the twin's house anymore. Okay. Thats so sad. Cause we cousins seldom meet... But okay, so i cried. Dont know why but i just did. But i still had to go so i bathed and got ready and left at around 6 plus. Then went popular to buy memo pads and then i took 153 to the twin's house. Reached there around 720pm and then they watched this "Family video". haha. so funny. It was videos of everyone at my granny house on the 1st and 2nd day... And when i was on my way there, the sky seemed so beautiful ohmygosh! It was so nice...
Then they had the "lo hey" thing and then after that ate dinner. After dinner went to slack at the sofa area and watched the arena and at around 1030pm we left. Then we walked to Kovan MRT to take 153 home. Throughout the whole day today, my heart felt so bitter...Sigh. Hope they're meeting on the 15th Day of CNY. And also hope that we can really be able to gather on my b'day and during the march holidays as well. Life now is so boring and dead. And i just cant seem to forget about what we did. SIGH!
~ThE EnD~
Why arent you mine?
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Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Okay, I've managed to find the song "When I Look To The Sky" By Train for my bloggie. haha. Its such a nice song. Though the original song that i have in my mp3 sounds better than this one on my blog, but at least the song is still there. :) OMG... The song is so meaningful. I love it man! Theres this special feeling in me when i hear it. No matter where i hear it. The lyrics are just too meaningful and maybe cause this song was introduced by Her? Sigh.
~ThE EnD~
Cause when i look to the sky, something tells me you're here with me...
And you make everything all right...
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19 February 2007, Monday. CNY Day 2.Today i woke up at around 1130am. Then i used the com to download this song that Joan told me about : "When I Look To The Sky" by train... LOL. Its a nice song. :) Anyway, At around like 440pm i left for my granny's house in Potong Pasir... Took bus 142 with the licence plate SBS-550-E. Haha. Yesterday night took that bus. that bus has some problem with the back seat lah! LOL. Anyway, so i reached my granny house at around 515pm. Then after that i went out to 7-11 to meet Joan there (her family took one bus after me) and i bought panadol and green tea. Then we walked back to Our Granny's House and sat at the sofa there until like ard 745pm. Was watching a weird chinese karaoke disc but at ard 630pm we watched "Air Supply" Karaoke so it wasnt so bad lah. Then at 745pm we ate dinner. I ate damn little. Then at 8pm i went back to the sofa area and sat there until like 9pm while Joan sat beside me and played with my handphone.
Then at 9pm, they wanted to watch movies so me, Joan, and the twins left and went to the spiderweb thing. Man the ropes stink cause of the rain. So its wet and smelly ropes. So after climbing, we went to mac to wash our hands and bought fries and a milo. But i wasnt hungry at all so i didnt eat any fries. Then after eating we left and went to the blk 102 playground. Then we went to the top level of the block and knocked on someone's door and ran away. Then later i went to knock on the 2nd level one, but no one was at home. LOL! So i went to block106 and the rest hid at block141 while i went to knock on someone's door and ran away. I ran to the next block (109) and hid at the 2nd level for awhile before going to the spiderweb to meet the rest...
When we met we went to the usual Blk122 playground and slack there. Then me and Joan were SMSing each other about kissing each other. But we finally decided to do it and we pretended to go to the 2nd level of Blk122 to knock someone's door to get rid of the twins for a few secs... So me and Joan went up and then when we were up she asked: "So we do it now?". Man! Was so damn nervous! First she came forward and kissed me then we tried frenching. Haha. For the freching part, we didnt really know when to end so it was abit screwed up lah but was still nice. (: Then after that i knocked on the gate and we all ran back to Granny's house...It was 2325 when i kissed her. (:
Then Joan messaged me "tt wanst gd". haha. then i suggested that we try it again so we quickly wore our shoes when everyone was wearing theirs and we rushed down. LOL. But Daphne came along. SIGH! So cant. haha. Okay. But after that when we all left that time, i messaged Joan and she said that she wouldn't mind trying again tomorrow (20 Feb) when we meet up at the twins' house. HAHA. okay. so i shall wait for it. (:
reached home at 1205am. Then at 0135 i left my house and cycled to Bedok Reservoir to meet Emilyn. Then we talked at the playground and i left at ard 335pm and cycled to the Block122 playground in Potong Pasir and reached at 4am. Then i slacked there to remember the stuffs that happened 5 hours ago and the stuff that happened on 18Feb07 at 2250. Then after that at 440am i cycled home and reached home at 5am. :)
~ThE EnD~
Kisses seem like nothing to you. Why arh? LOL.
Why are you giving it to be so easily?
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Monday, February 19, 2007
18 February 2007, Sunday. (Chinese New Year Day 1)
Today i woke up at around 1055am. Okay. So i switched on my com and used it until around 2pm and then at around 3pm me and my mom went to Shop&Save to help my grandma buy coconut milk. Then after that we walked to bus stop number B02A along Toa Payoh Lorong 6 to take bus 142 to my granny house. Then when we boarded the bus iwas shocked to find Joan's Family there. Haha. Cool. Then when we reached my grandmother's house we watched this weird movie called "Jesus Christ Superstar". And halfway through everyone fell asleep. LOL. Anyway, at around 445pm i woke up and watched it. It ended at 530pm and the TV was switched over to Channel5.
So at 615pm there was HarryPotter II and we all watched it and i was talking with my uncles about speakers and then i talked to this aunty about my school. LOL. But after that at around 7pm we all went to eat and when we were done, Me, Joan, Josh, And the Twins (Daphne & Diane) went out. First we went to mac. Over there we all used the toilet then we went to buy fries and coke. And we ate the fries with all the weird sauces. LOL.
So after eating we went to the spiderweb thingy and climbed up. As usual, Josh didnt dare to so there was only me, twins, and Joan up there. Then when we wanted to leave, Joshua was stuck (as usual) and he was shivering so badly! LOL. But after he jumped off, i jumped off too and i tripped over the ropes and fell 1.3meters down flat on the left side of my face and on my right wrist.. And up till now, my wrist still hurt so much! But after that we went to the usual playground that we always go at block 122. And over there Josh kept talking about buses and trains. LOL. but after that at around 955pm we started playing block catching. haha. Diane and Josh were the catchers. Then me, Joan and Daphne went up to the last level then we went all the way back down and slack again. haha. then after a long time, they came down and we went up again and went down and Daphne was caught. So only left me and Joan hiding around the the lower levels. Haha. So after a long time of hiding we went down...
Then we hid in a corner and then we walked out. We surrendered cause the game was not really active. LOL. Then we went to the 7-11 to buy drinks and went back to mac to use the toilet and slack at the seats. By then it was already 1110pm. So we walked back to our granny house and was just in time, cause they were about to leave already. So we went home. I find it so weird. Cause everyone doesnt like Joshua. I just feel so bad for him. Anyway, so im home now and im tired! LOL.
~THE END~
Can i have it again?
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Sunday, February 18, 2007
17 February, 2007 Saturday.(Not Sunday)
Hmm. I just realised that i'm addicted to blogging. Haha. Cause typing is easier than writing in my journal diary... LOL. Okay. So today is Chinese New Year Eve.. Woke up at 9 plus. Then read the newspaper, cut my toenails, and helped my daddy write the names on the red packets for relatives. Then when i went back to my room, i dozed off at around 1pm and slept until 3pm. But from 1pm till 2pm, i could message and sleep at the same time. haha. So at 3pm i woke up and used the com... At 5.15pm i went to bathe and dressed up. Then left at around 6.05pm for my granny's house. When i reached there i slack at the stairway alone (its a 2-story-6-room HDB flat) LOL. Then after awhile they started eating. Then this cousin sat beside me. 1 year younger than me. LOL. Still remember we almost got together a few years back. haha. So silly. i mean shes like my cousin lah... haha. And i was the fist to eat finish and leave the table.
Then i went to the main area to rest and my uncle came along with his projector and played this Pope John Paul II movie. Its like 3 hour plus long... But halfway through like at 945pm, me, my cousin, and another guy cousin which came not long ago went out and walked around the neighborhood of potong pasir. LOL. That guy cousin is a weirdo guy and he's also 1 year younger so im the oldest one over there. LOL. The older ones didnt come today... And this guy one is called joshua. The girl is Joan... And no one likes Joshua. Don't know why. But hes so nerd and weird.
Anyway, so we went 7-11 to get ice cream. And we went to a playground to slack and talk. And joshua was going all weird again. LOL. So after that at 1020pm we went 7-11 again but this time we bought drinks. Then we walked back to granny's house. The movie was still on. crap. so long lah. Then Josh left for Chinatown with his parents. So after the movie ended we went back home. took 142. So here i am. I'm so lucky. My handphone almost went dead.. haha. So now im home blogging and yawning away. LOL. I miss someone now. (:
~ThE EnD~
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Saturday, February 17, 2007
Okay. This post is for yesterday (16 Feb 07) okay.. So theres 2 people in my class who are folding straw hearts... Well, one is folding for valentine's day and the other is folding for a girl's birthday. Both are folding 999 straw hearts. And the one folding it for someone's birthday is folding it for a girl which is only a friend. Wow. Whats 999 compared to 112? And its only for a friend. How could i ever make someone touched with only 112? Sigh. That guy is so Kong. I still cant believe it... And worse for the other guy. Cause he left 400 on Monday... LOL. Yesterday(16 Feb07) i was home the whole day and was so eager to cycle to somewhere far, quiet, and has a nice view. Cause i just needed it. I wanted to cycle to East Coast at around 8pm but i didnt cause i hate cycling alone to a place and stay there alone, unless im cycling there to meet someone... Thats my habit. And smth i'll never forget was in 2005, morning of 14Feb. Cause at 3am, i was supposed to cycle to Pasir Ris to meet Maple. But when i reached Paya Lebar, she told me not to come. WTH right. Cause she wanted to sleep.. Ever since then i lost all trust in females. Cheating on me was alre hurtful enough(though i deserved it), but sleeping with another guy while im still with her is just too much. Because of you, i lost all trust in all girls. Thanks. You've changed me.
~The EnD~
i'm letting go...
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Thursday, February 15, 2007
I feel so lost today. I do not know why. No one made me sad and no one broke up with me (there isnt even anyone to break with me in the first place) but i don't know why i feel so sad. No i'm not having depression but i just feel like ending my life as soon as possible. My life feels so empty. I skipped Valentine's Day yesterday. I slept from 6pm yesterday till today 6am. After i came back from the temple i just slept. And walking home from the interchange (cause i took 163 to Toa Payoh from the temple) was real difficult. Everywhere was full of couples. Worse still, in the morning when i ate lunch with my relatives at J8, all i saw was couples too. And things for couples. And in every 5-10 steps that i walked, i saw at least 1 couple....
Its painful seeing that im not attached. Its not only for today. But everyday. On other days, it hurts me as well when i see a couple walking past me. Its like, why cant i be with the one that i love? And why can't i be as happy as them with the one that i love? Why does God send me all the girls that like me, but are the ones that i dunt want to be with, though they are attractive? Why? Why cant i be with the one that i really love? Why is it that the ones that really love won't ever accept me or love me? Life just sucks so badly. Life is just so hard to live... Always full of heartbreaks... There seem to be more sadness than joy.
Anyway, Just wish that all the couples stay together forever. A deep, faithful, trusting, loving, caring, and tolerant 2-sided Love is hard to find. So i wish all those out there that they will treasure their other half.
~THE END~
why must the world be full of rejection & break ups?
But i'll still love you.
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Wednesday, February 14, 2007
This post is about Yesterday and today. I'll start with yesterday... Well, yesterday was a Tuesday and after school, i took a cab down to Sin Ming Drive to go to my uncle's wake. The moment i reached the wake, i started folding paper hearts for Emilyn. :) I didn't really wanna fold much as it took a long time and was painful. But i still ended up folding 112 paper hearts. :) Cause i didn't want a small amount as it had not much meaning in it. So i ended up folding 99+1+12 paper hearts, with 99 meaning "loving emilyn till the day that i die" and 1 meaning "love at first sight" and 12 meaning "Be Mine", even though she still isnt mine. :( I folded the hearts whenever i was at the wake. So the only time which i wasn't folding it was when i was eating dinner and going to J8 to buy the jar. But i folded it while eating lunch. :)
Okay, so i folded it all the way till about 10 minutes before everyone left the wake for Toa Payoh at around 11pm. (Quite lucky that i managed to fold everything on time) At Toa Payoh, we ate supper then we went to my aunt's house to bathe and freshen up. Then they took a cab back to the wake and i took one to Bedok Reservoir Road to Emilyn's house. The taxi was driving at 110km/hour. But nevermind, at least the ride was only 5minutes! So i reached her block at 105am and slacked at the playground. Then i slept on my knees. At 2am i walked around the whole area and then i walked back to the playground to slack. And i lied down on the playground. Then at around 230am Emilyn suddenly showed up. LOL. Scary. Was half asleep.
So we talked. And i crapped alot. LOL. Mary, Tom, Dick, Jane... Haha. Then at around 330am we walked to Bedok Reservoir. Was so far away! LOL. And halfway through, i had gastrics. But i didnt tell Emilyn about it and we just continued walking... We reached there like at around 405am. So long! haha. When we reached there i was relieved when we could sit! Haha. . Cause the pain was just so hard to bear and pretend that its not there. But the view over there is so nice! I wanna go there again with Emilyn! Haha. So at 440am we started walking back. And the pain was still there.. And it was increasing with every single step that i took... Sigh. But eventually we managed to reach her house at around 530am (and i still didnt tell her about the pain. i never did)...
So we went back to the same playground in front of her block and i fell asleep! LOL. Unti 6am.. LOL. Then Emilyn went home and i took a cab to the wake. Then at the wake i kept dozing off and at 9am, we all left for the Mandai Crematorium and there my uncle was cremated. Then we went back to the casket to pick up some stuffs and then we went Bishan to eat. The after that we went back to the casket to wait till 130 for this guy to bring us to Mandai to collect the bones. I was surprised that it was bones and not ashes though... Then we brought it to the Bishan temple (dunt know the name) and put the bones in an urn. Then after that everyone went my grandma's house and i went home. And thats why i'm here now blogging. Okay, i've decided not to hide my footnotes anymore. i'll just say everything now::
~THE END~
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Monday, February 12, 2007
Hmm. Today went to school as usual. Slept from yesterday around 4pm till this morning 6am... In school was so thirsty man. At the change of periods, i would grab a long drink at the water cooler. But it was only up till recess... After that i was okay. Hmm.. After school i went to the toilet as usual with Jun Hong and Glen. Then we went to the canteen to eat light snacks and drink. Then 2 more schoolmates joined us. After all the talking and slacking, Glen, Jun Hong and me took 171 to Heeren and we walked around Heeren before taking 36 to Hotel Rendezvous and from there, walk to Bugis. While walking there my aunt called me and cried and told me that my uncle has passed away... Okay. So i'm not shocked, but i'm emotionless-ed. So we went Bugis Street, and after that i went to Rocher to take a cab with my aunty down to NUH. Over there the nurse said he went at 347pm. Okay. what a weird time. but nvm. So after that a van came around 5plus and the body was taken away to this casket at Sin Ming. At the casket everyone planned the different stuff and then when everything was settled, at around 9pm, we got on this pick-up truck which brought us to Ang Mo Kio Police Center and registered his death. Then after that went back to the casket and then slack there. At 1115pm we left and now im home. LOL. Simple blog post. (:
THE END.(:
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Sunday, February 11, 2007
Hmm. Today morning at around 1230am (considered Sat Night, 11 Feb) i cycled with Jaan and Nicolette... First we sent Nicolette home at Boon Keng and then me and Jaan cycled over to Jalan Damai which is a road that is between Bedok Reservoir Road and Kaki Bukit Ave 1 to meet Emilyn. Haha. So fun. I was surprised that it was so near... haha. Only 9.8KM from my house... I reached there around 0140pm. When we met her, we three slacked at the Block 656 playground there i think. haha. Then played "dare or dare". Haha. So dumb. But Jaan and Me created a dare for each other after the game was over.. We dared each other to make emilyn slap one of us. And the one that doesnt get slapped will pay for the slapped-guy's drink. Haha. After like 15minutes of weird "tryings", Jaan asked her to close her eyes and after much persuasion, she did and i covered them. Then next, i went forward and pushed her head towards mine and i kissed her. (: She was so shocked! haha. But actually all along, i didnt dare to. I was scared that it'll affect the friendship. But after that, we went to the 7-11 at block 121 and i bought a drink. Then after that we went back to the same area but this time we slacked at the Block 669 playground and played "truth or dare". Haha. different game. So we got all the weird questions and dares from each other. I got one to climb across on the top of the monkey bars. Haha. And Jaan asked Emilyn a question which i dont even have a single clue about cause they didnt tell me... LoL. And around 455am emilyn left and at 5am me and Jaan left and along Macpherson Road, we stopped to drink iced milk tea and eat roti prata. Then we cycled back to tpy and reached tpy at around 6am. haha. Now im watching "Click" in my room with Jaan. Haha. He's sleeping away. Its now alre 0730am.. LOL. So bored. Haha. Today was so fun...
Yeah! I'm So Hyper & Happy. (:. The END~.
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Saturday, February 10, 2007
Ahh. Today so crappy! Woke up at 230pm... Then rush down to expo for service... The stupid train had problems. Every station delayed for about 3minutes.. The train had some communication problems and it can only open its train doors, but cant open the station doors, so the driver had get out of the train to open the station doors manually first(theres a control at the front of the station), then later on had to go back to the train to open the train doors. So crappy! then when he wanted to close the doors, he had to close the train's doors first then walk out and close the station's doors manually.. So crappy lah. Waste time... But if im not wrong, he has to open the station doors first and close the train's door first cause of safety reasons. Like in case anyone falls out of the train they'll fall out into the gap between the train and the station. LOL. Then at novena he paused for a damn long time... I think he was calling the other stations for help cause after that, from newton station onwards, there was another staff to help him open the station doors so it was faster. LOL. So i reached expo at around 4.45pm. Then after service went to fellowship and then went home and now im home! The train incident is so cool. I wanna have a hands-on on the system box! haha. its so cool... it controls everything of the station doors for the particular platform! haha.
The End. (:
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Argh! I lost my stupid memory card reader! I keep having this feeling that i dropped it in school. Crap. Better not be. Hope that its not lost. Hope that its somewhere in my house. Argh! I got so many pictures to transfer over to friendster but i don't have my memory card reader! Man this sucks... I don't wanna buy another one again... Hopefully i'll find it...
Please Let Me Find It. // End~
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Thursday, February 08, 2007
Today school was the same as other days. Boring and full of crap. Except that i passed my geog test! haha. One out of the few who passed. I got 13/25. Its considered good cause the highest was 14/25! haha. So straight after school i went home and then after that at 6pm i went to Suntec with my mom to meet my aunt to go to NUH together to visit my uncle. okay, today he really looks like hes gonna die, but i believe that he wont. (: After the visiting and stuff, we took a cab home. I reached home at 920pm. (: Hmm. I just realised that i'm really gonna be alone on 14th of feb! Weeee! Quiet time alone to think of my past! (:
The End. What Else You Want? Haha.
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Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Yesterday i slept through from 7pm until 6am. My cat woke me up and i tried to sleep but it kept pouncing on me trying to make me play with her. Sigh... That 11 hours of sleep wasn't even for me to feel awake! So went for school at 7am. Then i missed the train, but luckily i wasn't late for school... Then after school me, Glen, and Jun Hong took 960 to Milena walk. But when we reached the bus stop, we actually walked a long way around. Crap! haha. Nvm. So after walking around we ate LJS and then we went back to Toa Payoh. Then Glen went home to change and take his bike. Jun Hong took the train home, and i walk home. Then Glen came over to my house and we cycled to east coast. Cycling there was okay, but when we left east coast at 715pm something happened... As we were turning out of the junction at Marine Parade Central and Marine Parade Road, i dashed away... Then Glen tried the same but his chain broke!! So i had to cycle back to him and figure out why he stopped. So we decided to tow the bike back to Toa Payoh. Crap! AGAIN!
So he stood at the back of my bike and i cycled with one hand on my bike, and another on his bike, towing it... Damn tiring! Lots of stupid idiots horn at me lah. Think its damn easy cycling someone with another bike along. i only took up half a lane what! Then when we were cycling we kept singing Christian songs. haha. So fun singing together. Then along Aljunied Road Glen had to rest from the standing so we stopped at the junction at Kallang Pudding Road (this road really exists). I was so damn exhausted. I just hugged the big lamppost over there. Was sweating real badly... After cooling down we continued all the way back to Toa Payoh. Lots of passer-bys kept looking at me. So Kong. haha. We reached my block at around 9pm. Then when we were outside my house, i tried to fix up Glen's chain. Luckily i had the "Chain-Rivet Extractor" and extra chain. So i had a hard time replacing the chain and joining it back together. The stupid rivet cant move freely lah... Then after fixing (my hand was full of black grease and oil) we went to the "pasar-malam" at Toa Payoh Central to eat. By the time we reached it was already around 940pm. haha. Then ate sausages. So damn fat. Like "you-know-what"... then after eating we went home and i reached home at 1010pm. Amen! For once i was able to fix up a bicycle chain and make sure that it runs smoothly.
THE END. AMEN!
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Sunday, February 04, 2007
Hmm. Today was quite a short day. Throughout the whole of last night (morning of 4thFeb) i was awake and talking on MSN. Crap. Now my MSN has problems. Also cant figure out whats the problem. So now im stuck with windows messenger. I still prefer Windows Live Messenger though. haha. got pm and all the other cool stuff. Windows Messenger seems so old. But it was alright around 3pm. But at 4pm today, i went to NUH to visit my uncle. The first and last thing he said to me was "later i going to die. You must pray for me. Otherwise no one pray for me" Though it wasnt in perfect english, but i was quite amazed that he could speak english and tell me that. And he kept mumbling that he was wanting to die but cant die. Its so weird. The doctors said that he only has a few more days or even just 1 more day to live. But he seems quite alright already. I think he'll recover... Then after that we went to my grandma's house and then we went down to eat. Then took a cab home and watched the Singapore-Thailand finals. I had 2 bet slips with me. One that contains total goals of 2 and the other 3. The match had a total of 2 goals so i won. i won $16.50 but i placed 2 bets of $5 each what, so i won $6.50. Should have listened to my father and bet on 2 goals alone. SIGH! haha. nevermind. it was just for the fun of it only anyway. Not only did i won, the LIONS won too! Yeah man. haha. and now im still trying to fix my stupid MSN but up till now, i dont seem to be making any improvements. LOL.
THE END
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Saturday, February 03, 2007
Hmm. Today woke up at 1230pm and went to parade at 1315pm. Lazy to take the train so i took a cab to school. Then after parade i went to service. Lasted for 3 and a half hours until 0830pm. It wasnt about the length, but it was about how cold the hall was! Ahh. so cold man... After service i went to fellowship. After that i went home. :) Actually me, Jaan, and Glen wanted to go cycling, but in the end Glen backed out so we didnt cycle. SIGH. haha. So bored. and tired!
THE END!
iloveyouemilyn! iloveyoualot!
i wish that you are mine...
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Note:This post is for the "night of 26January2007 / morning of 27January2007".
Well, today i got myself a new computer table and after finishing fixing it up at around 2245hrs, me and jaan(who was at my house) called nahum and he came along with his friend Eugene. Then after that they went back to Eugene's house with my bikes while me and jaan waited at my house as i was fixing up my internet cables to my modem and router. Gosh! its so messy! Under my bed now is like full of wires...
Then at around 0000++ Nahum and Eugene arrived so we made our way to Lau Pa Sat to meet their friends. But when we reached there at around 0100, the friends were not there yet and when we called them, they said they wee at Kallang Lorong 6. So we decided to head towards kallang as there was where they were coming from. But halfway through the journey, we called them again and this time they said that they were still at kallang when we had already cycled like 2 stations up. But at Lavender area we met up with them and when we met up, we went back to Lau Pa Sat with them.
There was a total of 10 people including me. haha. so nice. there was me, Jaan, Nahum, Eugene, Kerong, Erving, Candice, Emilyn, Samantha, and Daniel(their Leader). So the guys bought drinks for themselves(except me) and the girls bought food. Then later the guys went to walk around and i was chased by them for spilling this drink. haha. i manage to slip away.
After all that "excitement", we cycled to the back area of Esplanade and slacked under the "Esplanade Drive" bridge.Under that huge bridge(which had esplanade drive on it), we climbed the sloping area and played this weird number game and whacko. But Nahum and Eugene didnt play along with us. Guess they were real angry...
After all the playing we started to leave for esplanade... Candice and Emilyn needed to use the toilet so they went... and came out asking for tissue. haha. So i cycled around hoping that a taxi uncle would offer me some tissues. in the end, a nice uncle offered me one whole packet of tissue paper along beach road which was about 1.2KM away from where they were. so after that i rushed back to pass them the tissue. Damn tiring... Chest was damn tight cause i didnt warm up before speeding away...
Anyway, when i got back, i found out that Nahum and Eugene wanted badly to go back home. Then there was this huge commotion. I couldnt even think of anything to do... One side was telling me that i broke the promise (i admit that me and jaan promised them to reach back toa payoh by 3am, and it was already 5am.) and another side was telling me to talk to them to encourage them to cycle to east coast and back to tpy. i was really stuck! but in the end they followed us to east coast and from there they took one bike back to tpy in a cab.. During the ride to east coast jaan kept talking to me of their commitment problems. sigh. i was already quite troubled and guilty over that incident and he still added it on. sigh. but we managed to reach east coast at around 0610hrs.
Over there i didnt know what the rest did but i slept for around 1 hour until 0720hours. The i left at around 0730hours with 2 bikes... i had to tow back Nahum's bike cause a taxi is oviously too small to fit 2 bikes. So i looked like a clown for 2 hours. And let me tell you, whoever who is reading this: my hands were aching real badly and the 1hour of non-stop cycling to tpy was really very painful and torturing to the mind... man. we didnt even stop at all! it was non-stop cycling. i reached home at 0830hrs. Then slept for 1 hour, polished my BB full uniform, and went parade! Then went service! SIGH! SO TIRING! 2 days of hard work only benefits me 1 hour of sleep!
THE END.
iloveyouemilyn
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Finally i've got a real bloggie after so many YEARS! Man. i've been lagging behind real badly... Ending here...
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