No one can say that I've tried. I've attempted to start conversations and to keep it going, but it never continues. I'm sorry but I cannot be the one who pokes your hair to try to start anything anymore. It takes the effort of two to get something to happen.
Ahwells. Two crazy things to do. A thousand word journal and a thousand two hundred word essay to complete asap. Urgh. Easy to do, but hard to get started. Down to the third last week of school already. Need to get new glasses, they cause me motion sickness whenever I swap between contacts and glasses. urgh. Ahwell. 9 weeks of holidays in 2 weeks and 4 days, which involves 7 assignments/projects to be due. Yayeness and moosh. :D
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Thursday, January 21, 2010
What the fuck?
People. What the heck is wrong with them? Firstly, ever met those who react violently to your question or comment, while someone else who says it in the exact same manner gets nothing but appreciation or a proper answer? Fucked up eh? Second are the ones who can throw their small tantrums around, and expect you to be there as a comforter. But then he or she will either scold you or keep quiet without acknowledging you when you have your problems and all you needed was just a listening ear for a minute. Fucked up as well uh? Or how about those who have violent moodswings and expect you to deal with it, but can casually ignore yours and even say you're swinging over trivial matters? Even more fucked up eh? I mean seriously, what in the world is wrong with the world? We all know people like these. And then there are also the attention seekers, or those who attract attention. It gets irritating after awhile. I cannot help but to agree what Aly said, that MCM is filled with people who are just out to gain attention. True, but it really gets to you many times. I swear I'm getting outkasted like Jason. I SO CANNOT WAIT TO LEAVE T108. Fuck, I'm done with this shit in three weeks. I never understood Jason's words when he said that it was an ugly place. I was still blinded. But now I see what he meant. Cliques.
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Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Ugly Quack.
Off with the ugly quacks. :D heh heh. ohman, I'm gonna be blind for life. :/ Hmms ahwells. I found time to chillzzzzzxzxzxzxxz and take a break to blog for the fun of it. Ahwells, nothing much to blog about, except for bills piling up. ): Hmms. 4 more days and buhbye to you. Safe trip back I guess. :/ Ohno, ten million assignments are awaiting to be completed. ):
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Sunday, January 17, 2010
When You Go Down Down.
Ah, this week has been piled with more assignments. Nine assignments/projects are due in four weeks. Though three of them are from the same assignment thing, just that it is split into a progressive three-part assignment which would lead to the final 1200 word essay. :/ So in a way, I have seven assignments due in four weeks. :/ Anyway service yesterday was nice. We've got our plot of land. :D Probably in the Marina area. heh. And watched "It's Complicated" with Glen last night. It's pretty hilarious. And oh, Friday I watched "New York, I Love You", it was horrible. Funny when it is, but senseless in many places. :/ Ahwells. Shall blog again next Sunday, when I have the time again. :D
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Monday, January 11, 2010
Baby are you down down down down down, dowwwwwwwwn.
Second week of school, and still rushing for deadlines. At least it's one down today. But there's a million more. ): Presentation today was bad. Had to present a debatable part of the topic and battled with speaking the right words on a sensitive topic. Urghs. It's only a C+! Damn. Radio and speech are due this week, and many others are piling up. I somehow have a very bad feeling about these. :/ I'm very worried. I'm very worried for my grades, and this is only my first year. Urgh. Anyway, for all the people who got back their 'O' level results today, hopefully you're all not at a loss. I know I kinda was, but ahwells. Just don't let the grades determine you yeah? Don't let it control with pride and be the better of you, or to let it bring you down. (: Well, I just hope that I can pass my remaining two years well. ):
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Sunday, January 10, 2010
I'll Follow You into the Dark.
Well, first week of school has been a drag, and open house made Ngee Ann over-crowded and invaded, even though Ngee Ann has always been over-populated. Ahwells. My blog is starting to die again, with school work starting to pile up on me again. Still, I'm slacking away. Urgh. And I dread Writcom. I dread having to write out an essay. Ahwells. On a different note, when I needed someone just for that one moment in a bad time, I called you. And when times were good, I ignored you. Now it's your turn to do the same. I guess it's just my fault, holding on to every small glimmer of hope, even if it does not make a difference. I'm holding on, like how you did for me in the past. I'll hold on, hoping for another morning message from you. Well, I'm sorry I could not have replied you sooner, not even as a sincere friend, missing you day and night.
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Tuesday, January 05, 2010
Every Night I Wish Upon a Star
I'm supposed to be offline to sleep early for tomorrow, to catch up on my lost sleep, though tutorial tomorrow has been cancelled. But ahwell, came back on. Well, have been listening to DJ Earworm after seeing Inez posting it up on twitter. Go google this guy up, great mash ups, and I though Norwegian Recycling had the most number of songs in one mash up. :/ It's all chapalang. Chapalang that is pleasing to the ears. Well, reminds me a lot of 2009, because the songs are from the top 25 of the billboard charts of 2009. New Year's Day, was probably a new land. I've made my resolution to stay away from 2009, and a few years before that as well. But, it's hard, uh. You never took me seriously, asking me not to commit the same mistakes again as you force me away. And I just wish, you could have had a lil' faith in me, again. Ohwells. Life still has to go on. Maybe one day, eh? That's my wishful thinking. Well, safe flight back, in advance. Anyway, here's that song.
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Monday, January 04, 2010
2010.
Well, the new year has been pretty good so far. Saturday was just church, and then today was Yuan Ling's birthday lunch, followed by shopping. In this holiday, I have gotten a total of 13 new tops -- 8 from topman, 4 from threadless, and 1 jacket from Bershka. Nice place I must say, Bershka. Just a lil' too pricey without any sales going on. Ahwell. Mom is complaining that I should get more bottoms, but as I've always reasoned, bottoms are always a chore to get. Like today, Uni Qlo didn't have my size for the slim fit jeans. They were all so huge. :/ Ahwells. My blog is alive again, but will be dead once school starts tomorrow, or should I say later. :/ Hmms, I remember vividly during the thanksgiving video that when 2010 flashed, followed by the phrase that Pst. Kong always uses "May it be the best year yet", everyone cheered. With the media focusing so much on this new year and giving so much emphasis on having a new start like never before, 2010 is sure going to be a new start. 2009, a very bad year, has been burned off. Just really randomly as I was typing the last few sentences, I got reminded of the song "Did You Forget" by Demi Lovato. Well, did I forget? Yes, I sure did. There isn't any 2009, 2008, 2007, or 2006 in my dictionary or memory now. Those were the tough years of growing up, which I still am. You didn't believe that I could change, so be it. I don't need to prove it to you. Because all that matters is, I know I'm not who I was anymore. I'm a different person. And with 2010, I'm a newer person. (:
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Saturday, January 02, 2010
Uhh.
Time flies. Now's already the second day of the new year. It's a totally new and fresh start, with a new vision to create, and to stop hogging on to the past. But well, I've got zero resolutions for the year 2010, and it doesn't really matter much since I've never completed any of them before. Well, I should be saying that my New Year was pretty good. Though short, but probably the best I've had in my entire life. (: Well, 2010 has gotta be a good and greater year for me. Last two weeks of December was great, and probably the best way to end 2009, but I guess it is also a good start for 2010. Ohwell, assignments again. ): I've not started yet. Been procrastinating despite having a lil' free time since the last day of 2009. Ohwell, on something different, life was different when I looked at my phone and saw that the date says "January 1, 2010" a few minutes into 2010 yesterday. It can be seen as a fresh new beginning, or another drag of a year. For my entire life I've always thought of a new year as a drag, needing to pull through another year again. But for this year, I shall look at it in a positive manner. 2010 shall be a different year, with a different and greater ending. I guess that can be my new year's resolution, and the first one to be completed. (: Happy new year bloggy, and also to all my faithful readers. :D
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Friday, January 01, 2010
Ah.
I have a million schoolwork to do, and I've not started on any. :/ Well, watched "Alvin & Chipmunks 2" yesterday, irritating voice, but well, I can't deny that it's cute, especially Theodore. And the word chipettes sound weird. Ahwell. After that we sort of rushed down to catch the fireworks, and we reached a good spot just as the fireworks started. It was perfect timing. If we had been a train earlier or later, we wouldn't have gotten such a spot with this view. Amazing. Then hung around a lil till 2, and the NR ride home stopped at every single bus stop. Somehow, someone would alight at every single stop. Super irritating and slow, causing me to only reach home at 3am. :/ Ahwells. And now I'm awake early on New Year cause I somehow woke up. Maybe my radio was too loud, and now I can't get back to sleep. :/
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