Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Suddenly felt like blogging. So i'm back again. Sigh, Exams are starting this Thursday and i haven't started studying... Too lazy to pick up the books... Argh. Got Geography this Friday and i'm scared. For once i'm starting to get scared. Maybe cause my "N" levels are at stake. If i fail, i'm gonna have to do the "N" levels. Argh! This class sucks... Im going emotionally unstable again. Weeee... Who can help me now?
Life is boring and painful to live. I'm still far from my completion of 999 hearts. Sigh. Imagine being trapped in a confined area with windows... You can see the world outside, and you can see your beloved crush being taken away, but you cant get out of the locked space to do anything. Well, thats me.
Time flies... And in the blink of an eye, it's already approaching May... But it seemed like just yesterday when it was only the 24th of September 2006, or 22nd November 2006, or 11th February 2007, or 19 February 2007... Time flies by real quickly and before you know it, you'll be in a coffin; ready to be cremated/buried...
=The End=
If It Wasnt Because That It'll Hurt,
I Would Have Jumped Off The Building A Long Time Ago...
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Friday, April 20, 2007
My Graphic Card got burnt. Argh. So sian. But well, at least theres one in my com now. (:
So cool huh. Getting the card burnt. HAHA..
Peasant
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Monday, April 09, 2007
Today, the first thing i heard when i was about to go for chapel was: "Hey! The DesignRete guy died after leaving our school!". I got a shock. I thought he was lying... Until all those who attended the course told me. Well, basically DesignRete is a design company which my school invited to teach D&T students to draw well. And last Wednesday was the first lesson. The guy who died was called Jackson and he taught us for about 30 to 40 minutes before another guy called Gary took over and taught us. After Gary took over, Jackson left and that was the last that we heard of him... Apparently he got involved in a car crash at Eng Neo Avenue which is near to Turf City. And this was reasonably near from my school and happened after he left us... Its all so sudden. He seemed like such a nice guy.
Anyway, it was published in "The Straits Times" under the home section, page 7, on April 6. And today, after school, the D&T teacher wanted to meet us to talk about the incident and passed us the article that my teacher took from the newspaper. And from there we realised that he was actually the boss of the Company! Oh my gosh. And our teacher also told us a few stuff that wasnt published in the report... He's actually planning for his wedding for end of this year. Man thats sad. sigh.
From this i actually realise that our lives can just end anytime... I mean for Jackson, he was just teaching students as usual, and while getting to the next school to teach another bunch of students, he just met with an accident and died. I know that this is life but its like so cruel. Imagine the ones around who love you-how much would they suffer? And imagine leaving the world without being able to say goodbye or anything to your loved ones. I mean i'm sure that before a person goes, there'll be alot for him/her to say to the loved ones, and vice versa.
Sigh. Imagine if one day im cycling to somewhere and i just happened to swerve suddenly to another lane bacause someone suddenly stoped the vehicle in front of me (which happens frequently), and theres another vehicle behind me who cudnt stop in time and just collides into me? I would just go... sigh. This world is full of unexpected things. Remember-if one day i happen to stop blogging or messaging, it means im gone.
//the end.
If one day i go, please remember one thing-
its that i'll always love you alot.
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Saturday, April 07, 2007
I'm back to my blog on this Friday night. (: Or you can actually call it a Saturday morning. XD actually i've got nothing to blog, but i just felt that i hadnt been blogging anymore so im back to leave a quick update of my life. (:
So i've been slacking throughout the whole week. Last thursday (5th April 2007) i went out with Nic after school... She completely acted so sad when i was sending her home which sent me a wrong or maybe correct signal that she was thinking of someone else. i find that shes a big flirt. And she also told me that another guy was cheering her up. Just few days ago, she told me that she loves me. And now shes acting like as if shes in love with another guy. And after service today, she was acting like as if she has found her own happiness already. Shes just acting like another Maple.
oh ya, and recently, i've been starting to fold hearts again. (: folding them one by one, taking my time, and taking 3 minutes on each heart.XD i know its slow but thats the average speed of folding paper hearts. lol. anyway, i'll end here. XD
The EnD
Don't leave me hanging here all alone. You know that i need you.
Don't you? i love you//muacks.
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