You don't know that I read your blog. Heart wrenching maybe? You try to be cool but you fail. You try hard, but it's disgusting. You have f*cking attitude problems. Glad I'm changing class next sem. You are trying too hard to be IN. Take a step back. You carry balls. Try carrying others instead, not just his'. You are indeed a monster. An easy HIV monster. You are too cheena and boastful. Tone down. You were my crush. Not anymore. - You really gay? I'm sorry but I can't believe you. You have mood swings. It's hard to accommodate to you. I am not meant to be born. I just wasn't. And I should return home.
Loves, to You.
A memory locked at 10:49 PM __________________________
Hesitation.
Well, I've been sick the past week since Tuesday. Ain't really a nice thing though. Anyway assignments are piling up, my room is in a mess, credit bills accumulating, and Stan Chart is in a week's time. Ohman, so many things, so little time. :/ Well. I hope that I won't die.
A memory locked at 12:46 AM __________________________
Sunday, November 08, 2009
I'll be dreaming of you tonight.
Well, suddenly chanced upon the song Dreaming Of You by the late Selena, and thus this title. I still remember watching the movie long time ago. Can't remember much, but yeah. Anyway another week of school that is tiring. Well, for a bad thing, my printer is screwed, and so I am unable to print a single assignment. Urgh. Anyway I've never really liked Demi Lovato but her song was the only song that I could enjoy or want to listen to on a friend's ipod when we swapped it. So I just downloaded it for myself a lil while later and just kept it in my playlist for the fun of it, until I listened carefully to the lyrics when I heard it earlier this week. And I guess it is the only song that expresses how I feel. Ahwells. :/
A memory locked at 1:24 AM __________________________
Monday, November 02, 2009
I have a tip! :D
Well, I'm sure there are times where we board a bus, settle down, and realise that there is not a single window that is unfogged. So you're basically in a bus and the only clear window where you can peep out to is the front windshield screen. Well, I have a great Kevin solution! :D Use your hand and place it flat on a part of the window beside you and keep it there for at least 5 minutes. You may look like an idiot, but hey, after 5 minutes, that area becomes unfogged! :D heh. Spastic but that's what I do. Blahhhh. No school this Friday and hopefully E-Learning day does not pop up on Friday. I would love it to happen this Thursday. Then I would have a long weekend. Yipee. Heh heh. Rawts. Ahwells. Tomorrow is gonna be another day of lectures. But hey, I think there isn't Speechcomm lecture. :D Which means 2 hours of lunchie break! :DDD heh.
A memory locked at 10:44 PM __________________________
Hmm.
Some times, I just want to tell some people to wake up. When they have the perfect person beside them, he or she does not realise it and blow it. Well, I was told to wake up. But I never did. Well, 6 more years. Maybe in 6 years things will change and turn out differently. We were all given a plan A. But I threw it away, so now I'm living my life with a plan B. Will plan B turn out well? I hope so. Anyway this is probably the only song which vulgarities actually make sense. Angsty, yes. But I guess I screwed up.
A memory locked at 1:00 AM __________________________
