Tuesday, June 26, 2007
I got a new mp3 player today! :D Creative Zen Stone. :D Haha. It’s so tiny but it’s so nice. :D But I’m not used to a player without a screen… Haha. It’s like a cheaper version of ipod shuffle.. It seems fragile. I don’t dare to poke the buttons too hard. Haha. (: I’m having an mp3 again, after so many months. (: My second b’day present for myself so far. Haha.
I’m Staring Out Into The Night, Trying To Hide The Pain…
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Friday, June 22, 2007
I'm back here again. Sigh. I really miss the chalet. On Saturday, it rained heavily at night. I really miss sitting by the shelter and watch the heavy rain pour down with the music playing by the background. It just seemed like a few minutes of heaven over there. I don't know you well enough, but messaging you while watching it rain gave me comfort and a sense of companionship even though you were 2km away... But my heart was hurting real badly on that night, hoping something could happen. It just seemed that my b'day passed so quickly. The joy of having the big crowd of people in my chalet having fun and stuff is just painful to think of. The more i think of it, the more it hurts me. Cause i really really miss the good times i had at the chalet, even the hard work like starting up the sound system. But there was a joy in everything i did there. And it just cant be explained with words...
I really need help. EVERY night, i just stay up and think of the chalet. All i could think of was the fun, which in turn would make me sad. No one is here to help me or to even talk to me at night. It is taking my happiness away every night... I would admit that this chalet was a success, but it just seemed like all those that were meant to be there were not there. Throughout the chalet, i just felt lonely. Its like you've got everyone there and you've got them talking to you and stuff, but i just felt like i was all alone. It was like i'm a small boy amongst a big crowd of people whom are total strangers to me...
Another sadness adding onto my pain is that school is about to start soon... Its going to be hard work again. Its going to be boring and waking up early just adds on to the bitterness... And the tugging reminder of you just keeps reminding me of you. And all i was hoping for was just one simple b'day wish from you... but it never came... Sigh. Anyway, i guess i'll just have to live with this pain every night before it fades off in a few week's time... Talk to me at night will you?
This pain kills me every night silently.
I'm Staring Out Into The Night, Trying To Hide The Pain
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Sunday, June 17, 2007
Hmm. Finally back from the chalet. It feels like as if you're taken away from the rest of the world when you stay at the chalet and BBQ everyday.
Friday
Hmm. Well, firstly i went Beach Road on Friday morning to get a ground sheet to be used as a shelter in case it rains, which i didnt use in the end. LOL! Anyway, i left at 1pm and i reached the chalet at 130pm. The moment we placed our barang-barangs down, My uncle, Serene and Me left for Parkway Parade to eat then we bought the BBQ stuff from Giant. Then we cabbed back to the chalet at 4pm and i started to set up my sound system. The moment i switched it on with the bass, the sound felt so good. It made me feel a sense of happiness that i would be celebrating my b'day with great music. Haha. Anyway, Jun Hong, His girl, & Hakim came around 430 and they went up to slack while i just slacked outside the chalet. It had just stopped drizzling and the cg came ard 5 plus so we started the fire. It was a great BBQ. And great celebration. Haha. Then we also cycled for awhile before they left at around 1030pm. I was staying alone in the chalet with my uncle. So sad huh. Anyway, from 12 midnight till today, i've gotten 24 b'day wishes. (: Last year i only got 13! HAHA. improvement.
Saturday
Then i slept at 2am and i woke up at 130pm to find out that my uncle had already left early in the morning to get more food. HAHA. It was raining so heavily! So i called MacDelivery at 2pm and it came at 330pm but i didnt really eat it and tried to sleep cause i had a headache.. Then Maple came. Then at 5pm i left the room to start the fire and Maple left. My Uncle's friends started coming so it was a crowd. (: It was a nice BBQ. At 9plus, the cg came and we cut the cake. (: There was 18 candles! HAHAHA! Then we cooked the leftover food. HAHA. Then Bell came at 10pm and the cg left at around 1030pm. Others also left around that time and it started raining heavily so the pit was moved inside. Then they started playing mahjong and I just sat outside and BBQ-ed the other food for awhile. I just sat outside daydreaming, thinking of how fast my b'day passed. It was really fast...
Sunday
Anyway, i went up to the room at 12plus with bell and we stayed up there till 3am before going mac to buy some food. Then after eating wewent to the beach for awhile. It was a super nice view! But we only stayed for awhile and when we went back, they wated to cycle so we left at 415am to Bedok Jetty and the biew there was even better! HAHA. When they went back, me & Bell went 7-11 before going back and we slept at 6am. I woke up at 10am to pack my stuffs and we all left by 11am to place the bikes back at my house and place my uncle's barang-barang at his house. Then we went Clementi to eat and after tht i sent Bell home. Then i went back to my grandma house at Clementi and slept at 5pm till 7pm. Then we went Toa Payoh to eat at 740pm and after eating we went home. I still wish that its now Thursday night, where we would start preparing for the chalet. This b'day party is one which i will never forget...
when i put my lips like this, i want you to kiss me.
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Wednesday, June 13, 2007
A stupid Virus is in my com which screws my interent. Argh. Everytime i use Internet Explorer for 10 minutes, it just disconnects from the internet, even though i still can use MSN. So please dont blame me for not blogging. (: And don't ask me how i can blog now.. I've got my ways. (:
Anyway, nothing much has happened so it actually doesn't matter that i didnt blog cause there wouldn't be anything to blog. Oh, but i got a new tent. (: HAHA. Even though i'm not gonna be using it for my B'day... Anyway, just yesterday, i saw this Aleoca bike frame at Carrefour yesterday and though its a cheap frame, i've decided to buy it as a b'day pressie for myself in a few days time. :D I'm gonna get new spare parts and use some of my existing spare parts to build this bike from scratch. (: it shall be the custom built bike by kevin! HAHAHA. And why is everyone going away this weekend of 16 june? They are missing my b'day! ): Argh. Now there are so few people coming over. Im so SAD! HAHAHA. But happy that i've got a challenge. HAHA. I'm so crazy. (: HEY HEY! THOSE WHO ARE FREE MUST COME KAE? (:
iloveyoubaby
when i put my lips like this, i want you to kiss me.
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Wednesday, June 06, 2007
I miss Sentosa. I miss the fun we had, splashing water and kicking the ball, and burying the ball. I also miss walking down the trail along the beach tram route. I miss seeing the sunset from the Beach station. Its just so nice. And i miss listening to the Chris Daughtry Song called "Home" at the Sentosa Luge.
And have you ever heard of Retribution?
when i put my lips like this, i want you to kiss me.
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Tuesday, June 05, 2007
It is only 11 days to My Birthday! Weeee. :D
And it's only 10 days to the first celebration of my b'day. :D
Anyone who's free, must come kae? (:
when i put my lips like this, i want you to kiss me.
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Monday, June 04, 2007
Today went Sentosa with Glen & Jun Hong. :D
We were supposed to meet at Harbour Front, but because i was late, i told Jun Hong to wait for me & Glen and not go into the Sentosa train yet. But when i reached there, i couldn't get through Jun Hong's hp so me & Glen just took the train in. Then halfway through Jun Hong called back so we waited for him at the Beach Station. When he came we took the beach tram to Siloso. I buried a ball and i went to the 7-11 at the Beach station, and it was unfound when i came back. Some idiot ruined the markings me & Glen made... So we dug out the whole area but we still couldn't find it. So we gave up. ): At around 6pm we left for the toilet to bathe, then we went Vivo to eat at Food Republic.The servings were so little so i ate 2 meals. LoLs. After eating we went to the water area and then me & Glen went to buy a scoop of Ben & Jerry. :D The cookies and cream was so nice. Then we started walking to the MRT and we went home. (:
Long Day, Many Events, But Only A Short Post. :D
when i put my lips like this, i want you to kiss me.
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Sunday, June 03, 2007
Today is the last day of Emerge. There's 3 sessions today, and i went for all. Amazing huh. First, i tried sleeping from 5am till 630am after eating with Jaan & James. In the end i just closed my eyes and this scene of Emerge kept ringing inside of me, and in the end i didnt sleep at all. Left my house with Jaan at around 720am and we met Yanling & Geline at interchange, before going down to expo. The train to Tanah Merah was so empty and had the morning feeling (it was morning though) LOLs. When we reached Expo, we queued from inside hall 7 and we sat at the usual place.
After this service that is from 10am till 12 noon, we left the hall and re-queued to re-enter into the hall for the next service at 1230pm. We also sat at the same area. Actually the both sessions are the same, except that the drama play in the second service had added stuff. lols. After service ended at 230pm we left the hall and went hall 7 to queue for the Finale Service for Emerge and at the same time, eat while queueing. But in the end those that went to buy food couldn't eat in the queue cause halfway through, the queue started moving forward and they couldn't join our part of the queue. Anyway, the doors opened at 420pm and we also sat at an area near to our usual place...
Service was nice, but i was quite tired from the lack of sleep... I ate finish all of my Glucose Tablets. Sigh. Anyway, service ended with a nice bang at around 10pm. Then we took a train back home. I'm so tired right now. Tomorrow i still gotta go Sentosa with Jun Hong & Glen. Ohmygosh. LoLs. Die.. So shagged.
Ruined By A Kiss.
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Saturday, June 02, 2007
Today i went for Emerge. Was nice. Not bad. The queue was massive. haha. Superr long. Service started at aound 5pm and lasted all the way until 950pm. Was long but i still enjoyed it. (: After service i went back to Toa Payoh to eat "dinner" with Jaan & James at lorong 5. After that took 235 back to my house. Now i'm supposed to help jaan highlight his hair but he's already asleep. LoLs. But nevermind. (: Wow, tomorrow i have to meet the cg at Tpy MRT at 720am. and its already 1220am. HAHA. i'm dead! Anyway, i'm putting the time below as 1159pm cause this post is for Saturday and not sunday. (:
inside i'm screaming i love you
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Friday, June 01, 2007
Many taxi drivers DONT deserve a job.
They think they are so great. Always looking down on cyclists. But wait, think about yourself. Are you greater just because you've got 4 wheels and i've got 2? Think about it again. At least the vehicle that i'm driving BELONGS to me. And the freaking vehicle that you're driving, is a RENTED one and it does not belong to you! Think you're so great? Then get your own car. If you scratch my bike, it doesnt matter cause it doesnt affect the way my bike moves. But how bout me scratching yours? You would have to freaking fork out a few hundred to repair a car that ISN'T EVEN YOURS. You think by whacking, you can get away with it? Just a simple email with your SHB 5889 P licence plate to your taxi company and you can forget about driving the vehicle you have now.
Please spread this message to taxi drivers who tell you bullshit about them being great:
"In fact, You idiots are those that are looked down on.
Dont think that 4 wheels are greater than 2,
cause at least the 2 wheels are mine.
You dont even own 1 of your 4 tyres."
one man can make a difference ;
and i will be the one to get rid of taxi drivers
who dont deserve a single job at all, not even as a cleaner.
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